Back On Track

Well it has been a whole week since i have last done my blog, reasons why i havnt done it are: a) forgot 
b)had a lot of things on my mind and c) been busy. but i am back on track now and also my friend Sara asked me why i havnt blogged in ages, she missed reading it dont know why though lol. :) so thanks to her i am back blogging again.

Does anyone else think that today has gone soo slow! its been one of the slowests days ever, i would look at the clock and then i feel like 30 mins has passed and look at it again but only been 5 mins gone by.. Looking forward to tomorrow though. Roll on half 5 because i am off fri,sat and sun.. very long weekend :) Also going to see The Wanted on friday, cant bloody wait :):)

Also i learnt this week what Lent was :) i caused a big stir on twitter over it but thanks to Karen,Sara and Ali i know what it is hehe... here is the link that i read:
http://www.woodlands-junior.kent.sch.uk/customs/lent.html

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Random Dos and Donts of the Week:
1. DO make sure your waterproof jacket caters for the lashing down rain, otherwise you just get soaked.
2. DONT start having a laughing fit when you need a wee, you may nearly wet yourself.
3. DONT kick a chair, its hurts

Sorry i havnt done a blog in about 5 days, just keep forgetting and been really busy to be honest. Nothing really to comment on the last few days, just the odd thing here and there. Firstly i was watching Gok Wans teen naked truth programme on tuesday and it was about bullying.

This brought back memories about when i got bullied when i was 13 till i was 14 when i moved to aussie. Was crying all the way through that programme, then i got a lovely text from a lovely friend called Sara who basically made me feel a lot better and said that its all in the past and i have moved on and become a better person :) and they are all jealous. Just want to say thanks hun :)

Work has been lovely this week, its been half term so half the kids havnt been in. So its been really quiet and nice and relaxing :) Today was funny though. Were i work, over the road is a park and today as 8.10am there was a PT and a client. The PT must of been training the client, but he didnt have a clue what he was doing. He was doing pushups all wrong and was doing burpees all wrong too. Felt like going over and telling him how to do it lol. Also the client looked like she couldnt be assed, wasnt even putting any effort into boxing, practically walking around the edge of the park instead of running. Then to TOP THINGS OFF, they only trained for 20 MINS!!! Bloody pathetic!! how can u get results with a 20 min workout which she didnt even put effort into anyways!! some people these days lol.

Inspiring Pics:

Chef Jadey :)

Is it me or has today dragged?? Being unwell hasnt helped too, feel sick and got a banging headache. Also got pains in stomach and a sore throat. And i keep getting hot and cold, i think i have nuemonia lol. But this afternoon was a little better, i made gingerbread people with the kids in work and they actually turned out ok, not uncooked and not burnt to a crisp. Just perfection!!! :) and all the kids had one and ate all of it, was even asking for more, i was soo happy lol. I will be starting my own cooking show this time next year hehe. :)

I can not wait until 5.30 tomorrow, WEEKEND :) and i am doing nothing as usual hehe. apart from xtremebootcamp sat morning and pt sess saturday afternoon. but i am staying in like i do nearly every weekend, hardly any social life lol.

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Random Dos and Donts:
1. DO find time to bake cakes/biscuits with children, they love it and keeps them occupied :)
2. DONT let a child hit you with a bell on your wrist, it hurts.
3. DONT poke yourself in your eye, it hurts also lol

Demon Drink

Hey, Sorry guys i havnt wrote my blog in five days. Naughty me!!! I have just forgotten and been quite busy to be honest. What have i been up to?? Let me think?? Been doing a lot of thinking the last few days about different things thats going on in my head, some i have sorted out, some may take a little while longer and need more thinking involved but i will get there.

At the weekend on Saturday i went out to liverpool to the clubs, OMG! i am never drinking again. I am sure my drink got spiked or something lol. I hardly even drunk that much either!! But i had a brill night :) I didnt get in till 4.40am on sunday morning and then i woke up at 9 and couldnt get back to sleep. When i got up, i was still drunk!! and my room stunk of ale lol. I woke up thinking wow, i aint got a hangover. Then 11am came and right through till 3pm i was sick about 9 times!! i couldnt even keep water down, it was horrible!! I eventually stopped being sick and had a gorgous roast dinner lol

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Random Dos and Donts from the past few days:
1. DO make sure you take plasters out with you when you are wearing new high heels for the first time.
2. DO have a little sleep if you are hungover and keep being sick, you feel soo much bettter
3. DONT take kids to the park in the fog, some get scared and you get paranoid that you will lose some even though they may be attached to you.
4. DO if you get a chance, do a workout with a TRX, its amazing

:)

Who Invented Mud and Hills??

This is a random question but does anyone know who invented mud and hills??

because whoever did, shouldnt have as they really do serious damage to people. Yesterday i went the park with the kids from work, i had them on wrist straps. One of the kids was about to fall over and hit head on pavement so me being me, tryed to stop him by pulling him up but as i pulled him up, my leg slipped down the mud slope and i fell down and hit thigh and back on the pavement.

As i went to stand up, one of the kids pulled me and both my legs slipped again and i slid right down the mud slope jiggering my shoulder as i done it. So i know have a big black and yellow bruise on the back of my leg and thigh and a very sore shoulder :( . NEVER again am i going down a mud slope with the kids as the kids wanted to lol. Today i have been in so much pain, it hurts to sit down, it hurts to stand up. The bruise is so sore to touch :(


Inspiring Pics/Quotes of the day:


``Don’t wait to see it before you believe it. Believe it and then you will see it``.

Random Dos and Donts of the Day:
1. DONT let a kid pull you over by a mud hill, you will slide down lol.
2. DONT do paint powder messy play with children, it is a pain to clean up afterwards and the kids get stained and looks like they have fake tan on.

Me,Myself and I

Right, todays blog is going to be all about me. I am going to write about my life so far, so people know more about me. Also i tend to keep things bottled up and there are lots of things i have kept bottled up for some time now and i feel like i need to express it some how, so here goes:

My full name is Jade Melissa Smith and i was born on the 3rd of August 1992 at Arrowe Park hospital at 6.55am weighing only 7 pounds. I lived with my mum and dad in Tranmere till the age of 4, we then moved to Bebington in July 1996. I started primary school in September 1996 aged 5, i was one of the youngest in my class as i had just turned 5 the month before. I loved primary school, i had a good circle of friends even though i was very shy, once people talked to me and i got to know them, i was fine and become very loud lol.

I went through primary school, not being very clever but not being totally thick. Only in maths, numbers and me did not mix and we still dont know. Its just goes through one ear and out the other. I was in the lowest set in maths, me and three other children use to go out the class room when we had a maths lesson and did different work to all the other children as it was too diffcult for us to do. So if the other children was learning long division, we would go out the classroom and learn how to count on a number line. Primary school came to a end in July 2003 and thats when i went to secondary school called Prenton High School for Girls.

Again i was very shy and took a while to make friends and then when i did eventually make some friends, i only hung around with them for about half a year and then when i was 13, me,my mum and dad moved to Austrailia Perth because of my dads job. We went October 2006 and came back October 2007, i started school in the Feb 2007 over there, the school was called St.Stephens. I went to that school for 7 months and it was seven months from hell. I basically got bullied for the whole seven months, i didnt have no friends and the people who i thought were my friends were the ones that use to hit me, spit at me, push me about, call me names, throw things at me. And because i was so quiet, i didnt tell anyone. Not even my mum and dad as they loved being in Aussie so i didnt want to spoil it.

I had to think of a way to release all this tension and upset out of me, thats why i started self harming myself. I remember the first time i did this, my mum n dad was out so i went into the bathroom and seen the razor just sitting on edge of bath so i picked it up and slit both my wrists. The blood went everywhere but i just cryed as i felt so much better. I would hide the marks using makeup and cover all the bruises aswell from punching walls. After seven months of hell, the job wasnt working out for my dad so we came back home and i settled back into secondary school and finished my last two years of school and got ok gcses.

I then went on to do a childcare college diploma in because in year 10, i did work experience in my aunties nursery and really enjoyed it. Again took me a while to make friends but once i did, i had a laugh over the next two years and eventually passed my dipolma. I then went into my first job which was supply work in a nursery were i done some of my training. I did supply from May 10 to Jan 11, i then got taken on full time which was amazing as i loved it, was my ideal job. I worked here from Jan 11 till June 11, then stuff happened which i aint going into because it still fustrates me now, I then had no job until September 11 were i started in a new nursery.

May 11 was when i made a new set of friends, i started Bodyfit Bootcamp. I was doing Weight Watchers at the time and got told about it through that. So here we are: January 12 and i am still doing bootcamp and made a load of friends who i class as my family as they all treat me with respect, they dont moan at me for being too quiet or too loud, dont skit at me for wearing glasses or my accent. I am in a job which i am earning money doing.

Last little paragraph now, I got my first proper boyfriend at the age of 15 who i was with for 2 years. He is a family friend and we went together as friends to my prom and a few months later we become a couple. The first year was amazing but the second year just went downhill. He got all processive and protective of me, wouldnt let me go out with friends, he always rung me to see were i was, what i was doing etc. Then one time, i was at his house in his room as i was staying at his house because his mum and dad had gone away for the weekend and my mum and dad were away with them. He locked his bedroom door and wouldnt let me out, i was basically locked in his room for three days and two nights with hardly any food or water, i know that sounds stupid but thats what happened, i thought to myself, i need to get out of this relationship. But after two months of trying, it didnt work. Eventually i told my mum and i was so glad to get out of it. My confidence took a big knock then and still to this day, 2 years later i am still not confident around boys as i am scared they will all be the same.


Anyways sorry to bore you all, thats my eventful life

x

Is It The Weekend Yet??

No blog for two days, sorry guys but i have forgotten lol.. What have i done, let me think:

Saturday: I went to visit my nan, is it me or do all old people feel the cold more, as soon as i walked into her house, my nan had the heating on full blast and the fire one.. i was bloody roasting, felt like i had just walked into a steam room. bless her, she must of been soo cold to have both heating and fire on.

Then i had my PT session with Lizzie, it was such a hard workout, lots of different exercises, minimal rest and by the end of it, i cant physically speak. Just the way i like it! I then met a friend from bootcamp Kerry and her friend Nikki, was a last min thing to meet them and glad i did, after the week i had in work, i needed a good drink and boogie. But what gets me is why the hell do lads need to put their hands down their pants to touch their private parts. Its minging and soo unhygienic!!!

Sunday: Meet my friend Ashley for some food and then went the pictures. We needed a catchup and was talking about old times which we dont have much of now because i am soo busy with work. Seen The Sitter at the pictures, if anyone is going the pictures, i would recommand that film. Its soo funny, such a good comedy, Jonah Hill is a good actor too :)

Inspiring Picture Time:

   

Random Dos and Donts From the Weekend:
1. DO decide to go out last minute if you get invited as it will turn out to be a good nightout.
2. DONT bite your tongue, it hurts.
3. DO try a pink lady fish bowl, its very nice :)
4. DONT forget plasters if you have blisters when you go out.